ilurveyew

2007-01-30T08:48:00.000-08:00

booo .. so long nvr post liaos . hee . nw at lan shop ar , so sians . thy ply dota den weizhen n iie online nia =.= nbm lars . hmmm .. todae nvr go sch ars . nots feelin well todae . was havin fever mornin . den don lyk los . haiis . hw iie wish he cn cm tc of miie . bt nvr . haiis . nbm lars . iie noe he wil change der . he wil treat miie beta n beta der . iie hav faith in him . oso boght a necklace todae at east pt . hee v cute wors . hello kitty der . bt oso v ex lars . hee =x iie lyk cn liaos . valentines dae left 14 mor daes . hahahas . wonder hw iie gng celebate . dono . hope we wil celebrate tgt los . iie wn him oni . hao lars . stp here les . bye

[[ iie lurbe eu 4eva boii

[[ liu zai wo san ban ]]

[[ onii eu 4eva ]]

[[ wangzi ]]

2007-01-27T06:01:00.000-08:00

heyy bac tuhh post liaos..hahas..tis few daes nvr go sch..was hurt by wangzii agn on wed cus he told ah fu sth tt relii disappoint miie..bt hai hao liaos after mitin him tt nits..hee =) todae oso finali mit him laios..went fer tt workshop,was bored n v cold..hee..bt at least cn c him mars.. =x den went mum mum wit dem..although nots indiviual wit him bt at leats cn c him..gd gd..bleah =P bt he lyk don wn don wn lyk tt lex..haiis..nbm lars..
tt moron keep disturbin miie nohs..argh..stil punch miie wors..moron..don lyk him =) dono whether he gort mis miie mars =p (tinkk too muchie les bas) hao lars..den stp here les los..oh ya..jus nw jus went tuh mit korkor at RC dere.hee.tok n ply wit him..so fun wors..he tt tupid korkor,keep disturbin miie..argh.go bite him.hahas.no lars,bt relii hope korkor wil b wit tt ger bas^angel^[korkor:onii miie n eu noe angel is wu ars!!!hee =) n hope korkor wont tel anione bout our mi mi ars..iie trust korkor..]
[[ im stil waitin fer o lvl finish ]]
[[ hope eu wil forgiv mi ]]
[[ stil misin u so much ]]
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[[ mwcks ]]

2007-01-24T05:12:00.000-08:00

tis few daes v fan bt oso v hapii..cus iie noe he wil patch bac wit miie after my o lvl..im gonna wait n changed tuhh de ger he lurbe..iie onii wn him..onii him..iie don wn him as my bestfwens nor buddy bt my wangazi..my ah gong n my beloved bf..onii wn him nw..haiis..bt iie hav tuhh wait soo long..iie oso decide tuhh concentrate on him les..onii him..don wn anione bt him...HIM HIM HIM..iie lurbe eu..hee..don contact wit janice hao lesd mars?iie v jealous n pekcek evrytim iie c him sms or watt los..haiis..nbm...iie wil endure..happiness is alightin soon.
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[[ mwcks ]]

2007-01-18T11:35:00.000-08:00

ey soo long nvr update my blog liaos.todae is a fukin hapi dae.tink fer so long iie nots tt hapi les.reli,todae v hapi los.i jus wish fer mor happiness lyk todae.bt iie cnt sae out cus iie promise him iie cnt sae les.hee.at least he show miie mor concern n lurbe liaos=x i jus hope........hee.nbm lars.he hapi cn liaos.
nex is iie dono wat tuhh do os.haiis.dono lars.jus hope tings wil b fine
nwadaes iie v close wit wei zhen n pris.hee.v hapi wit dem los.thy reli teat miie v wel ars.hee.n thy oso encourage miie tuhh b bac wit wangzi.haiis.mak miie v stress n fan los.cus he don wn b wit miie der.he rejected miie de los.haiis.bt wat happen todae reli mak miie confuse los.haiis.hope todae incident wil b real.i hope he wil reli treat miie beta los.

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2007-01-07T16:17:00.000-08:00

manii tings happen wich mak miie break down.especiali eu.eu mess up my feelin agn.wu noes hw paonful it cn b wen de person wu is deep down in ur heart don lurbe eu animre.de person wu lurbe eu de most n hav been takin care of eu fer almost ur whole sec yrs?hw wil eu feel?hais.no one cn imagine de slash on my heart nw.feel so dead n lifeless.
i reli dono y he cn forget miie tt easily.puttin our memories aside n start his new life agn witout anii doubts.i don wn.im sooo use ruhh him les.he stil de onii person wu noe miie best.wu wil b lyk him?daniel?iie hope soo bas.or my life gonna b emo les.

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[[ fukin down ]]
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[[ eu ]]

2007-01-02T22:40:00.000-08:00

yeapie..todae finali saw him liaos..n iie cn promote tuhh sec 5 liaos..sooo glad..gonna studii hard les..iie oso promise him mus studii hard liaos..cnt slack les..if nots he gonna scold miie liaos..haiis..mis him lots..bt todae saw him liaos..was lookin fer him along in sch fer his sight..hee..he stil de same..soooo cute n noisy..his hair ish longer liaos..mor handsome too=xhaiis..bt oso nots gd les..cus my feelins in stirrin up agn...sians..iie v scare tuhh hurt bendan bt haiis..iie oso dono lars..iie noe ish tt sch starts liaos..miie n him gort mor communication n contact liaos..haiis..iie reli dono lars..hope history wil nots react agn..bt..............iie relii wn b wit .....haiis..nbm..gonna stp here les..haiis..bye..
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[[ confused n lost ]]
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[[ haiis ]]

2007-01-02T06:34:00.000-08:00

heyy..bac tuhh post liaos..todae is 2 wors..ytd shld b miie n him de 2yrs9mths der..bt....haiis..nbm..
new yr eve n new yr dae is both v disappointin dae los..fukin disappointed wit ben dan los..haiis..don feel lyk saein liaos..bt stil....manage tuhh c my firewoks los..so hapii sia...n its nic los..ytd peii my baby at his hse..he ply manjong ar..wit korkor..ter..mark..n his korkor..oh ya..leon korkor gort gf liaos..its pris..hope thy wil las los..don wn c korkor get hurt too..hmmm...ytd oso gort mit yong quan korkor..tok tuhh him lots..mit him fer dinner..hahas..
tis few daes oso gort sms wit aaron les..dono y is my feelin stirrin up agn..haiis..iie mis him..relii mis him..sry baby..iie jus wn let out my feelins..

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[[ lost ]]

2006-12-22T13:30:00.000-08:00

so long nvr blog liaos..sians..tis few daes al v tired ars..bcm midnits cat liaos..hee..bt everytim gort hubii peii miie ars..hee...he relii treat miie v well los..hubii,andrew,wei lun n alvin plyin dota nw..den iie nth tuhh do ars..sooo sians sia..
jus nw wnted tuhh break up wit hubii cus...hais..iie feel tt he don relii lurbe miie der bt.....dono lars...iie wn b wit him bt iie scare we wil nots las..iie don wn..iie wn tuhh las wit hubii..he is lyk everytin tuh miie nw les los..iie don wn him tuhh leave miie bt iie dono hw tuhh stp it frm happenin..haiis..watt shld iie do???someone teach miie cn?
haiis..still gort 1 mor ting troublin miie is tt my result..iie relii cnt go up sec 5 mex?iie wn go up der los..iie wil wok hard les..n aaron pass his N..gd fer him bas..haiis..im lyk speechless les..nth tuhh sae n do nw..im soo lost los..

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[[ lost n confuse ]]

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2006-12-17T04:34:00.000-08:00

haiis..watts wrng nw?watt eu angrii agn?after we break cnt we b fwens mars?y mus alwys lyk tis?eu don lyk aniting den sae lars..don alwys lyk tis cn?do eu noe it hurts alots????iie don even noe watt iie do wrng los..at least tel miie sth cn?fuk lars...chee bye..
haiiya....no mood tuhh post other ting liaos les..fukin bad mood nw les...at least gif miie a reason y eu soo angrii rits..arghhh...todae go out ton les lars..oso dono hw tuhh face him tmr...hope he cn do well bas..bye..
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2006-12-14T03:03:00.000-08:00

bac tuhh post les..gort smtimg big tuhh announce!!!*iie agree tuhh stead wit bendan les,he jo miie tis mornin at immune(a pub) 3.o3am wors..hee..hope tt our storii wont hav a full stp bas..tis few daes hav been styin overnits at bendan hse..bt didnt get anii chance tuhh slp well..almost al de tim is ply bas..hahas..bt v hapii wit iie go out ply wit bendan..he is de first guy tuhh let miie feel so fun n hapii tuhh b wit wors..
ytd went tuhh boat quay fer drink insid pub..iie drink quite alots seh..bt nvr drunk..bendan oso.bt manii tings happen too..haiis..mak miie relii frustrated n moodles..iie was v angrii cus iie regret intro....haiis..nbm..ots al over les..jus hope bar wil b hapii..thy wont end up hurtin each other..wish dem blossom lurbe..n hope wei lun cn tak tings easier los..bt after all iie stil lurbe ytd cus its wen BENDANnSHAGUA storii start..hee=]
while postin my bendan stil slpin lyk pig bt hav tuhh wak him up les..cus iie hav tuhh go hm liaos..haiis..cnt c him at nits les..nbm bas..ps:sry hubii,iie throw eu temper wen we gng tuhh slp cus...haiis..ltr iie wil tel eu der..den haii eu go down slp..sry hao bu hao?don tak it tuhh heart k?mwcks..lurbe eu lots..]]

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2006-12-13T04:46:00.000-08:00

heyyy..cm bac post les..tis few daes v shiok ar..hahas..ffrm mon til nw almost whole dae wit bendan..especali since ytd..iie ton at his hse..haha..soo hapii sia..cn c him 4 soo long n ton wit him..hmmm..tinkk iie relii fall 4 him les..hee=x bt oso quarrel wit my momy too..haiis..bt its bendan help miie der..mwcks..relii hapii tuhh gort him..den ytd til nw iie nvr slp at al..nw gng pong pong les den go out wit his fwens agn..dono y nots tired lex..hee..
eyyy n iie told bendan de incident les..he nvr watt los..relii hope tt he wont leave miie..cuss iie lyk fall 4 him liaos..don wana lose him los..bt haiis..dono lars..tings r hard tuhh sae der los..bt no matter watt iie wil treasure him..n guess oso storii gonna start v soon les..
[[bendan: jus wana tel eu tt iie lurbe eu..although iie nvr tel eu face tuhh face b4 bt its cuss iie don dare ar..hee..wil shy der..soooooo don tinkk too muchie k?n iie promise eu iie wil quit smokin n b guaii guaii der..ok?don worii les k?mwcks..hope our bk wil hav a date soon..hmmm..]]

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[[mwcks]]

2006-12-09T23:18:00.000-08:00

hmmm..cm bac tuhh post les..didnt manage tuhh post aniting cus was relii bz..jus lyk nw nvr slp for de whole dae les..*while postin,my bendan is stil slpin wors..*ytd baby came n mit miie tuhh ikea wit my momy..was nots v fun bt at least iie cn b wit my bendan mars..v hapii les..hee=x after tt went tuhh mit bar..wnted tuhh go hm after tt bt,iie left my wallet wit her sooo gort no choice bt tuhh find her..hee..was rather hapii cus iie cn b wit her ar..den bendan wasnt tt hapii..haiis..sry..cus he don lyk miie tuhh go hm sooo late..bt iie whole dae nvr go out except nits tim los..oso cus iie wn spend mor tim wit him mars..haiis..hope baby wil understd miie mor tt iie lyk bein wit him..
oh ya..tt dae iie oso made bendan ***..haiis..didnt wn tuhh der bt iie wana tel him der truth hw iie feel tts y ... haiis.. [[bendan:sry fer tt dae..didnt mean tuhh hurt eu der..bt jus wana b franklii tuhh eu nia..iie oso wn tel eu tt eu r eu..iie don lurbe eu cus eu lyk my ex or watt bt is cus iie relii fell fer eu n wana b wit euu..watt iie scare is easy cm easy easy go..understd?iie don wn..iie relii wana last wit eu..dono whether isit possible bt as long as we wil gif in tuhh each other den shld b ok les..ok?don eva breakk my heart cn?iie lurbe eu bendan..bendan,eu r slowlii replacin his place frm my heart les..jia you wors]]
hmmm...n one mor ting is tt iie quarrel wit jun tt dae..cus he .... iie dono hw tuhh sae lars..lyk two tim miie lyk tt..bt...aiya..dono lars..nbm..nw iie jus wana b wit my ban dan nia..no other ppl..wnan b wit him onii..sooo...guys out dere..don cm look fer miie nor watt,iie don n..cus iie onii wn my bendan nw..iie don mind losin my whole world fer him as long as iie cn exchange his lurbe bac in returnn..hahas=x
hao bas..stp here les..hav tuhh wak bandan up tuhh ply bb les..haiis..bt iie wana rest les..whoole dae nvr slp..tmr den iie write mor bout bendan n iie..don wn let him c ar..hee=p

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[[ <3>

2006-11-30T20:11:00.000-08:00

heyy..fucker..don act as if eu sooo gd lyk tt k?eu actt sux tuhh core los..CB kia..fuk off lars..don gif watt tupid excuse sae iie go al those los..zouk oso nots eu open de..lan jiao kia..iie relii c thru eu los..didnt noe eu such person los..relii regret tins tuhh stead wit eu los..such a disgrace..no money sae lars..as if ytd eu go cn go in lyk tt..no momey stil wn go clubbin..shameless..own ppl money dono hw tuhh pay bac der..jus lyk ^x*** b** l***^ los..hahas..don sae les lars..ruin my post..
ytd went tuh zouk wit bar,kailin,shawn,andrew,jun,lincoln,junda,joel n 4 of kailin fwens..relii enjoy lots at first bt was kinda fuk up after tt..cus..............
ytd iie saw sth tt shldnt happen in front of miie..fukin hate ytd..iie saw jun go dance wit another ger initmiateli..argh..iie saw it wit my own eyes smmre nohs..haiis..relii disappointed wit him los..he said he saw miie v close wit a guy al those bt de ting is iie relii dono..aiya..iie relii dono watt tuhh sae den ppl wil beliv tt iie dono los..forget it..actt iie was v heartpain bt iie stil keep smilin actin as if im relii ok bt actt im nots los..de feelin sux tuhh hell los..first tim c my bf lyk tis los..cn anione imagine hw sux cok de feelin is?..haiis..iie didnt stp him bt iie jus walk off nia..ltr he gort cm fiind miie,wana tok tuhh miie bt iie push him away..instead,iie hold andrew hand n drag him tuhh dance..haiis..bt iie didnt wn der..iie relii v dulan los..dono watt tuh do except keep wana dance nia..den after tt iie dance lyk shit los..dance non stp les..jus wana forget n tak everyting didnt happen at al..bt iie noe iie jus hidin n escapin..after tt iie keep ignorin him..don wn hear his explaination at al bt its nots iie don wn bt iie get mor frustrated n anoy los..[[jun:if eu eva c tis post hope tt eu by den eu wil noe watt im sensitive of n don eva repeat de same mistak los..iie dono watt tuhh sae..bt iie nd tim tuhh cool myslf down los..so don ask miie 4 patch les..iie wont leave eu alone der k?trust miie..iie nvr did aniting 4 eu nots tuhh trust miie los..iie jus nd tim k?bt jus wn tel eu de truth is tt iie no longer hav de trust tuh eu in miie les..sry..eu hav tuhh gain eu bac urslf les..sry..n stp blamin ursf les..both of us r at fault k?don torture urslf les..ok?don eva do de same mistak animre les hors..or iie wont yun liang ni les..dong ma?tts watt iie wn sae los..]]
bt iie stil wn thx those darls wu dance wit miie ytd..thy relii brighten n let miie enjoy hard ytd..lurbe eu al lots..mwcks..nex tim we go tgt agn k?bet we gonna dance hard agn..thx babe..haha=p bt seriousli iie relii enjoy ytd clubbin although sth happen..its al de help of those gers..thy mak miie feel great..hahas..
hmmm..ltr is oso a bz dae 4 miie..cus after wok mus go katong look 4 kailin den after tt go expo at 9 tuhh fetch bar after her wok den mayb stil nd go bac parkway fetch nana..den after mus go tak my ez link card frm andrew..sooooo...haiis..iie alrdy nvr slp ytd les..todae stil de same v tired..haiis..bt nbm lars..thy al my darls ar..hee=p
hmmm..den iie stp here les..update tmr hao les..ltr oso mitin jun..he cm fetch miie frm wok..v gd rits?oh ya..actt ytd im suppose tuhh mit baby at 7 at mrt control de bt iie cnt mak it..so iie ask him go mit his fwens cus iie scare he wait 4 v long..he oso nvr complain nor watt los..den after tt iie suppose tuhh mit him 830 at small mac,in de end iie late 20 mins,he nvr angrii wors..instead he stil bought miie green tea los..sooo swt sia..hahas..feel so secure wen wit him los..although he younger than miie..
[[lurbin baby mor les each dae]]
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2006-11-29T19:57:00.000-08:00

fuk off my life lars eu..iie don care watt eu tinkk.miie is jus miie..don nd ppl 2 judge miie ok bastard?ESPECIALI EU GORT NO RITS..watt eu tink is alwys rits lars k?wil eu feel happier if iie lyk tt sae?if wil den go hapii lars..moron..so you zi los,relii dono y iie would stead wit eu las tim???dots..4get it..don wn tuhh pollute my blog of such fuker..*puke
ytd baby came n fetch miie frm wok..hahas..so hapii wors..tot baby wil wear long pants bt he wear 3/4..hahas..nbm,stil look v cute=x aftertt went to GEYLANG wit him tuhh look 4 tt tupid lincoln lars..argh..moron..those uncle dere lyk v ti ko der mak miie v scare sia..lucky gort baby dere..he relii v tc of miie nohs..alwys by my sid al those n alwys let miie walk befor him..haha..my baby mars=p ytd iie wear high heels..v tired sia..argh..den actt wnted ask baby carry miie der bt scare baby mei you li..hahas..plus iie oso wearin dress den cnt..sooo hav 2 walk myslf los..den baby brought miie tuhh go mum mum..hahas..didnt hav muchie appetite 2 eat cus my gastric is stroolin ars n plus lincoln thy al tokin sm unpleasant ting..dots..after tt went tuhhkatong ply pool..finalii get out of tt sicko place..went dere iie v sians wors..onii look at dem ply nia..bt iie c my baby ply til quite well lex..so proud of him..hahas..
ytd iie oso tinkk carefuli tt iie wn 2 let baby walk into my heart..sudden emotion hit my heart los..hee..guess baby wil b hapii 2 noe bout it der..bt too bad he stil don hav my password of my blog..so he wont noe al these..hahas..
ltr mayb gng zouk oso..wit dem los..den iie bringin baby thy al..hahas..bt my sim spoil ar..v hard 2 contact ppl..haiis..mis baby wors..sob sob..nd 2 sen 4 repair asap les..hmmm..iie quite enjoy my tim weneva iie wit baby wors..dono y..hahas..
stp here les..nd wok liaos..hahas..lurbe baby mor wen each dae pass..mwcks..iie wil try my best tuhh let my past b de past der..

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2006-11-28T17:25:00.000-08:00

hmmm...iie stead wit jun les..on de 26_11_06..guess lotsof ppl wil b quite shock bas..bar oso v shock los..she sae its nots my character los..bt tt dae wen he jo miie,he sounds sooo seriouslii..plus its face to face los..shi ren dou hui xin rang de mars..he was relii v sincere..den iie gort relii no reason 2 reject him les..soooo iie stead wit him les los..bt iie v scare iie might hurt him wors..dono lex..cus iie lyk jus gort a minor minor feelin for him nia..haiis..plus watt happen ytd,relii mak miie scare los..iie dono watt to do less..bt he gort a nickname las tim..its "HONGSTER"..hur..bt he don seems to b hongster nw les lex..dono lars..aiyooo..nbm..
ytd is both bad n enjoyable dae..at first iie mit baby den went orchard wit him to mit bar..bar was wit his kor eatin..hmmm...after tt we went watch movie..hee..watch step up..bt hors..bar n baby watch til fall aslp les..cus de startin v borin ar..bt iie find it haii hao bas..bt saw sth wich iie don wn c is...iie sw baby lookin at other ger wen we watchin show..haiis..relii v disappointed los..iie oso dono watt to sae bout him..prob its his xi guan bas..don wn tel him cus iie scare he wil scold miie or watt..den ltr went bugis..her kor didnt go cus she go look 4 jason..den jason angrii wors..hee hee..cus she brin us along..sry wors..jason cnt go hm sooo earlii sooo baby called lincoln,his bro to cm..wen he reach,haii haoo los..bt wen walkin tt tim,he change les..he put his hands arund bar shoulder..tot he wil noe his limit bt ... he gort no limit de..moron..he even kiss bar los..haii bar n iie quarrel los..she don wn tok to miie..de moment she tok 2 miie is wen she shoutin at miie les..argh...iie oso dono tt he too muchie ars..cus baby tel miie tt lincoln noe his limit de..soooo iie trust baby los..haiis..dono lars..relii ruin my dae los..after tt iie said 2 break contact wit baby n lincoln cus afteral iie stil dono dem well mars..bt iie noe bar longer..so iie rather chose her los..after tt bar said she wn to tok 2 miie..we sit down tok al those..den baby cal miie agnn..he sound v down wors..iie feel so guilty for treatin him lyk tis bt one its my niece one its my stead watt eu wn miie to do???iie broke down n cry plus momy cal n scold miie.....iie even mor pekcek los..den tt bar go sms baby tel him iie cry..argh..den wen he came he look so shag..iie oso dono watt 2 do los..iie c him lyk tis iie my lyk my heart is tearin apart los..bt iie oso ... haiis..gort no choice..bt bar sae jus nw de incident was onii a show..wth los..SHOW?isit too muchiie les..nbm..forget it..don sae les lars..argh..
oh ya..ytd oso de first tim iie c baby so shag n serious los.bt iie relii v scare him les..my trust 4 him oso nots lyk de past animre cus he tel miie tt he is de one wu teach lincoln der..iiie was stunned tt moment..jus feel lyk leavin him n go bt iie change c tt he is no longer lyk tis les..aiyaaaa..dono lars..confuse confuse cinfuse..
nvr mit aaron ytd cus gort no tim..haiis..gort bit mis him los..though iie noe its wrng bt....dono lars..haiis..iie dono watt 2 do too..*LOST*..hao lars..stp here les..bye..

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[[2611o6-our stori]]

2006-11-26T17:51:00.001-08:00

bac 2 post les..relii disappointed wit ter..relii v pekcek los..iie jus wn sae tt he relii change..he tag on my blog..sae til lyk everytin my fault lyk tt..argh..[[ter:if eu eva c tis msg,eu wil noe hw iie feel nw..eu shld noe eu change lots..although eu no longer in tt feng les bt eu hav since change 2 another person les..iie relii hope eu wil change bac bt iie gort no rits 2 ask eu do aniting..bt iie jus wn tel eu is tt iie didint wn 2 gif up on eu..its cus wen iie noe tt eu jus wnted 2 win aaron..isit winnin aaron so impt n fun?if eu tink its fun or watt,let miie tel eu,eu hurt someone wu is crawlin v hard frm tt shadow of aaron..iie didnt wn beliv bt after watt he told miie,n after several daes of brainwash..iie finali realise tt actt wateva eu do al v link tgt los..lyk after tt dae iie told eu iie broke contact wit aaron....de nex dae eu told miie tis les..haiis..wth los..y mus eu do tis on miie..didnt iie appreciate watt eu did for miie?iie relii didnt noe tt eu r so .... nbm..bt iie stil cnt beliv tt eu relii did tt..mayb im rits mayb im wrng..bt iie dono lars..aiyooo..jus wn tel eu tt actt iie stil lurbe eu..bt iie dono y iie feel tt we wont b hapii animre..hope eu wil start 2 tink n wil 1 dae regret watt eu did los..]]
nex is bout my sat n sun..sooo tired los..sians..sat nits iie met kimliang..sooo long nvr c him les wors..mwcks..mis him sooo muchie los..he stil de same cute cute der n v carin..he was v disappointed in miie cus iie change lots ars..bt iie didint reach my limit ars..im stil smhw de same nohs..he tink too muchie les..its onii cus iie smoke n drink nia..iie nvr tak drug oso..aiyooo...bt iie stil feel tt its worthwhile 2 hav a fwen lyk him los..hope he wont tink too muchie los..
nex is bout aaron..we 2 daes nvr mit les..haiis..mis him sooo muchie los..sians..lyk witout him v bored witout him peii miie wors..haiis..sains..nbm lars...tonits gonna mit him les..iie goin pasir ris 2 wait for him to fang gong..haiis..my line cnt cal les ars...
cnt cut liaos..payin tmr..hahas..gif miie soo muchie trouble los..arghh..hope iie wil hav money 2 pay ars..sians..jus return 2 office nia..after de rain..
lastli wn tok bout de guy cal jun ars..he jo miie les n.....dono lex..he lyk v sincere..bt iie don tink...its possible bwt miie n him cus iie gort no feelin plus he ish a hongster ars..soooooo...dono lars..bt he treat miie v well los..he nw at malaysis,bt cmin bac in de evenin tim les..mayb ,mayb nots mitin him los..oso dono..ltr den c hw los..bt my line lyk tt hw 2 contact him sia..dots..ltr den sae lars..
hao lars...end here les..update ttmr los..hopin for beta tims..

[[unsure n confuse nw]]

[[lurbe eu]]

[[mwcks]]

2006-11-24T19:03:00.000-08:00

booo..cm bac post agn les..haiis..ytd ish a bad bad bad dae..relii v bad loss..haiis..first ting first..ytd forget 2 brin money go wok den no money 2 eat los,gort no choice den hav 2 use jie jie de..haiis..so paiseh nohs..nex ish wen iie wokin gort a lao pan ask miie add him in msn..iie add him den ltr he wnted jo miie out 4 dinner on mon den iie find excuse sae iie goin momo..bt didnt noe tt actt he ish a clubbin king nohs..gosh..den after tt he date miie on tues..die les..tues stil mus tink of sm tupid excuse liaos..haiis..create trouble 4 miie nia..argh..
nex is.....actt tot iie wil b able 2 mit hubii aaron der..bt by de tim iie finish wok,he hav 2 go les..haiis..sadded los..cnt c him..den actt sl thy al wnted accompanii miie 2 tak phone der,bt thy ps miie..argh.....cus thy sen hubii bac 2 pasir ris..soo iie hav 2 go alone los..poor tingy..thy gort ask miie mit dem bt iie lazii ars..hee
ytd oso keep msn wit a guy frm broadrick..his name ish jun..hmm...dono lex..he is joy fwens ars..hmmm....*dono watt 2 sae*..den he oso wn mit miie ytd bt iie relii nots free cus iie went bai bai wit momy..til v late los..sooo tired..
hmmm..den at nits andrew cm my hse dere fetch miie 2 soccer court dere..its 4 sooo long tt iie saw ter..hmmm..hewear de "ultraman" shirt wich iie lyk lots der..soo cute..hahas..hmmm...bt iie keep wn go hm wen iie c him..iie v scare iie wil softheart agn n keep tinkin of him agn..so iie keep saein wn go hm...oh ya....tt moron andrew kick til my ankle wen we plyin soccer los..swollen les lars..moron....tis is nots de worse ting..worse ting is barbara came ltr den ter wnted sm pillow to lie down...he asked barbara 2 sit down n he lie on her lap..wt*..wao lao..in front of miie smmre los..argh..iie dono watt to sae lars..let him b hao les..iie don wish 2 comments on him nor aniting los..bt iie feel tt theres a slightly change in his attitude los..beta?hmmm...tts watt iie tink..nbm..it does nots concern miie..
jus wn sae tt iie relii mis aaron los..cus todae oso cnt mak him..cus he gort weddin de dong xi los..argh..mis him relii lots los..haiis..no mood 2 post les lars..simply cus iie mis him lots..nbm..tmr cn c him les..yeah.......

[[ onii lurbe my hubii aaron nw n foreva]]

[[ onii wn 2 sty by ur sid faithfully ]]

[[ no wone wil replace him frm my heart]]

[[our storii begins 010405]]

[[wanna b mrs cheong foreva]]

2006-11-24T00:05:00.000-08:00

my grad nits finish les..sadded..bt iie enjoy it lots..relii had a great tim wors..n sat wit aaron thy al,n al of dem treat miie v well bt wasnt tt hapii after tt..aaron was drunk..he drink lots..iie asked him 2 stp bt he didint wn..haiis..iie oso found out another hurtin news..its tt actt aaron gort sms tesse b4..iie was fukin sad los..iie dono y mus he lie 2 miie sayin tt he nvr contact her b4..argh..hate her les..although iie noe no pt hatin her,iie jus do..haiis..iie dono watt to sae lars..after tt he stil gif miie attitude los..haiis..relii dono watt is he tinkin les..den syed n khang leng tok 2 miie lots..bt iie insist 2 sty by aaron sid..tt dae my leg oso v pain..cus of de tupid high heel los..nbm..wateva it is,iie wil bear wit it der..hahas..cus iie lurbe him lots..
ytd nvr cm wok cus iie sick bt iie stil went go wit aaron..hahas..den he peii miie go srv my phone bt gort kl n sl wit us..nbm lars..den tok 2 him lots..he promise he wil treat miie beta les..hweva,ytd iie v attitude wit him cus he keep smsin wendy..haiis..iie of cus don lyk lars..argh..after tt he oso nvr sms les..hehe..ltr we went ply bb..so tired sia..
den ltr goin tak my phone bac les..yeah...sooo hapii..cus iie don use to use gl phone..hahas..bt aaron nots goin to tak wit miie ars..sob sob..he gort drum practice..haiis..
hmmm..actt iie wanted wait 4 ter der bt iie dono y my feelin for him lyk faded les..v fast los..instead of aaron..iie suddeli feel tt my feelin n concern for him nvr fadede los..haiis..dono lars..prob iie nvr forget him at al bas..hmmm...hao bas..stp here les..hav 2 wok les..bye..

[[lurbe aaron hubii foreva]]

[[wanna b wit eu]]

[[010405]]

[[onii eu]]

[[<3>

2006-11-21T17:16:00.000-08:00

sians..nw wokin while updatin my blog..zzzz..wn slp liaos les..ytd went out wit momy after wok 2 buy my grad nits tings..so tired ytd..wen reach hm den wn slp les..aniwae todae is my grad nits les..yeahhhh..bt iie scare iie wear til v ugly nohs..hope nots..hmmm...ltr iie 1 go off les..den goin hm change,prepare 4 ltr grad nits..hee..wonder watt wil aaron look lyk ltr???n sl thy al wors..*curious*
ytd actt goin MOS der..haiis..in de end iie no money plus iie v tired wn faint les sooo tts y nvr go..bar sae she nvr go oso..ter,andrew n his gf,kailin n those emo gang went ytd..haiis..iie wn go bt cnt nohs..argh..nbm,26 stil gort chance..hahas..
hmmm...finali tok 2 ter les..in msn..he online in de mornin sia..bt onii tok ahile nia..haiis..dono y iie wil feel so sad wen iie nvr tok 2 him les..dono lars..argh..sometimes iie wil jus feel tt ter jus wana hong miie nia..nots true 2 miie der..bt wen iie c those tings he did 4 miie,oso lyk nots fake de ars..aiya..iie oso dono..sians..iie relii hope he didnt leave miie los..iie wil b v xin fu by ne der..haiis..bt its over les..let fate decide hao les..if we relii meant 4 one another den we wil stil b together der..rits?hweva my heart stil hurts alot los..
errrss..iie oso find sth v strange los..nwadaes aaron lyk 1 song wich ter lyk lots las tim..wen iie first out wit ter tt tim,he keep listenin der*i wana be wit eu*...zzz..dots dots dots..den lyk sooo strange los..hmmm...nth muchie 2 write todae..jus pray hard tt iie wil quickly recover frm my illness den cn go out ply liaos..oso gort a strong feelin tt iie don wn 2 wok les..haiis..v sians n those ppl here v BIG MOUTH der..haiis..bt iie lyk no choice los..hav 2 wok..errs..hope thur aaron wil cm fetch miie hm nohs..den cn hav dinner together..hee hee..hope he wil cm..
hao bas..den stp here les los..bye..pray hard tt todae de grad nits wil b a successful one..hmmm..
[[wanna live in my lala land]]
[[waitin 4 eu]]
[[lost]]

2006-11-20T18:43:00.000-08:00

hmmm...v long nvr post liaos..manii tings happen tis few daes los..my life suddemli change lots within a dae..haiis..tings r nots rits nw..its goin down pour les..haiis..first ting first is iie lost ter les..ish my cus 2 lose him..iie did nots treasure him de past tts y he leave..haiis..its nots iie don wn teasure him bt ish cus iie stil lyk aaron..iie don wn let him feel tt iie two tim him..sry terence..iie noe wen eu wit miie tt tim iie left my profile al bout him..its nots iie don wn change,iie wn 2 change bt its nots yet tim..haiis..iie cn onii apologise 2 eu nw..bt iie noe eu wont wn listen der..cus eu feel tt its no use liaos..haiis..oso nvr c eu 4 daes les..mis eu relii relii lots los..iie wn c eu bt im afraid 2 c eu disturbin other gers..its v painful n hurtful der los..iie alwys bear wit it cus iie don wn eu 2 treat miie animre colder..eu told bar tt eu treatin miie lyk tis cus eu don wn gif miie anii wrng idea..haiis..actt don nd lyk tis de los..instead of helpin miie,eu hurts miie even mor..
tt dae at staircase dere,iie relii heartbroken les..instead of trustin miie eu trust bar..haiis..eu noe miie longer n mor los..iie was even ur ex los bt eu chose 2 trust her..iie noe its v rude 2 c ur phone lyk tis,bt eu don hav 2 b so harsh ars..afteral iie jus wn 2 noe whether do iie stil stand a place in ur heart nia..bt......disappointed outcome..nbm..iie jus hope eu wil change 1 dae n realise tt eu r muchie beta las tim..iie dono y de sudden change in eu,bt iie guess wen de dae eu change 4 beta,iie wont b by ur sid les..haiis..prob iie hav relii leavr eu n go wit other boii les..its nots iie don wn 2 wait,bt iie didnt noe tt eu cn treat a ger eu lurbe sooo muchie so nasty once eu break up wit her..iie was tinkin if dere is another den hw?am iie goin 2 forgif n forget?haiis..even iie wn,iie oso might nots noe watt my heart wil b tinkin..
las few daes eu keep wntin 2 mit bar instead of miie..haiis..iie was lyk feelin if eu lyk her den eu shld tel miie de truth den keepin numb..iie wil feel even worse los..n its nots iie ask her don mit eu if iie nots wit her..iie relii nvr los..fuk..oso dono y eu suddenli mistaken miie sooo muchie..dono hw 2 explain 2 eu los..everytim wn 2 sit down tok 2 eu sure cnt der..eu wil lyk hack care..n nots listenin 2 watt iie tokin de los..suan les..don nd 2 sae aniting cus iie beliv eu oso wont care de los..
[[terence:hmmm...iie wonder wil eu ever c my tis post bt jus wn 2 c 2 eu here tt im sry..iie dopn anii chance 2 tok 2 eu sooo iie decided 2 tel eu thru here..iie noe las tim its iie neglect eu bt iie didint mean it..eu told miie b4 2 tak my tim 2 forget aaron,instead of takin my tim,iie forget him asap les..bt watt iie did nw?haiis..iie heard someone told miie tt eu jo miie ish cus eu wn win aaron..isit true?don eu find eu lyk tis v cruel?y mus eu hurt miie wen iie did nth harmful 2 eu..iie admit iie did break ur heart bt ... its cruel los..iie hope eu r nots such person..haiis..iie jus wonder hw cm eu cn sae let go den let go der?eu relii cn forget our hapii memories mars?wen we hold hand together,run thru de changii path?wen eu sick,iie took care of eu..went to lavender,onii de 2 of us,plyin pool happily?n eu told miie eu lurbe tt dae wen we plyin pool?watt happen 2 al those memories?EU JUS DUMP IT ASIDE LYK TIS?haiis..iie noe its no use saein al tis les bt iie jus wn let eu noe its unfair..iie didnt treat eu so harsh n nasty las tim de los..even eu wn tak revenge on miie,don eu tink its too muchie les?haiis..iie don wn sae aniting les..iie jus wn eu go tink bas..]]
hmmm..befor iie end my post,iie wn 2 thx fred thy al for treatin miie so well at de chalet..hahas..its relii fun n eu al relii tc gd care of miie..especialli aaron..although we gort quarrel bt stil we v hapi nohs..haiis..bt 1 sad ting ish iie wokin since ytd n todae,den cnt pei dem except evenin tim..lyk ytd,thy wait 4 mie 2 finish wok den go 4 dinner der..so swt hors?plus ytd iie reli relii sick les den aaron feed miie panadol n ask dem ltr don mak noise while iie slpin cus iie sick n wil hav 2 wok tmr..so nice rits?den to prevent dem frm disturbin miie,thy went downtown wors..hee..thy relii treat miie v well los...relii had a great tim..hw iiw wish de chalet wont end sooo soon sia..argh..den iie cn ply les..sob sob..tonits cnt mit aaron les,cus he hav 2 go church ars..sadded..bt ltr after wok hav 2 go buy grad nits tings les..CUS TMR ISH GRAD NITS LES.yeah..so hapii n excited wors..hao bas..den iie end here les..bye..hope tings wil go smoothly for miie n him les..
[[relii hope tt tings wil b beta]]
[[don wanna let eu leave miie]]
[[no empty-promiese]]
[[cnt forget eu]]
[[onii eu]]

2006-11-19T17:18:00.000-08:00

haiis..nth muchie 2 sae.. jus noe tt he change lots les..he onii wn b fwens nia..hao bas..iie cnt do aniting oso..jus let him b los..bt iie wil stil wait silentli..iie relii v hapii wit him los..iie relii nvr plan 2 gif up on him der..jus hope he wil realise de nw him los..iie dono watt 2 sae lars..
tis few daes v tired cus iie ton almost everydae as its my class chalet..soooo fun..hahas..did enjoy myslf..manii tings happen dere too..its relii fun los..bt iie fall sick les..fever wors..sians..bt lucky gort HIM tc of miie..hee..had a great tim..plus iie oso drink lots nohs..hee=p
[[eu took away my hope ]]
[[waitin 4 eu still]]
[[lost n fear]]

2006-10-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

hmmmm..long tim nvr post les..hee..cm bac post les..tis few daes v sians..alwys mix wit ter tt grp of fwens..oso no money 2 spend les..cus went 2 buy a ring tt cost miie 102..v ex bt iie lyk it lots..n al thx 2 ter..if nots ter,iie osocnt get tis ring les..mwcks..
n iie oso finali noe tt bastard jingwen is lyk..iie didnt nie he is actt watt ter tink of him..cus miie into sooo muchie trouble n haii miie noe lots of FAKE ting..moron..wil nvr trust him bac les..n iie wil guai guaii listen 2 ter les..he alwys tel miie de rits ting bt iie jus don wn listenn...hmmm..thx hubii..eu r alwys rits..iie wil ting hua les k?bt iie stil tryin my best nohs..iie tink eu shld noe oso ars..
nth muchie 2 post oso lars..hmmm...ytd went 2 meet nana n v hapii 2 c her..she ars..gort dono watt hubbi,dear n baobeii wors...hmmm...wish her al de best nohs..hope she wil find her mr rits..
k lars..iie stp here les..bye..tc..mwcks sista..
[[tryin my best 2 4get les]]
[[010405]]
[[mwcks]]
[[confuse]]

2006-10-07T01:36:00.000-07:00

hmmm..long tim nvr update blog les..haiis..manii tings happen tis few daes..oso contact bac jw les..he ish doin v gd nw..haiis..bt iie tink iie lian lei another guy nw..he oso a v nice guy wu treat stead v well bt ish iie dono hw 2 appreciate jus lyk ter..iie noe he ish sufferin nw..2 mor daes 2 his bdae les..iie hav 2 gif him n aaron an answer les..iie relii dono wu 2 chose les..iie v lost..haiiss..cn anione help miie ..
iie oso v seldom contact nana thy al les..haiis..iie lyk lost lots of tings les los..tis few daes go out wit jw go c whiskey..n ytd iie quarrel wit hubii..cus iie bought a new fone N73 den insid gort ter foto..he don lyk n angrii..nvr tok 2 miie whole dae..ltr he saw a red red ting on my neck den he tot ish a lurbe bite frm ter jus lyk de same reaction wit jw..bt its relii nots..iie wont let anione touch so easily de los..hope eu will trust miie..hmmm...
iie oso bought my fav fone wors..sooo hapii..momy help miie pay abit ars..hahas..so hapii sia..hmmm...jus wn sae tt ............ iie hope ter wil continue b hapii n find another ger..iie don wish 2 hurts anione..haiis..iie gort once experience les..don wn another tim les..haiis..iie jus wn sae iie still lurbe him lots..relii lotss..no one cn yet replace him frm my hears los..
[[ lurbe eu lots]]
[[010405]]
[[mwcks]]
eu oni]]

2006-09-28T22:12:00.002-07:00

my heart is breakin agn..he hurt miie agnn..ytd iie went 2 meet him n tok..he told miie tt he don wn to carry on tis relationship animre..he is tired les..he told miie 2 tak it as if he is a bad guy n broke al his promises..he ask miie 2 tc of myslf..he stil wil tc of miie bt we cnt n nvr b stead bac..eu noe hw my heartache durin de tok?iie kept cryin n cryin while tokin 2 him..he wipe my tears 4 miie n ask miie don cry les..he sae its nots worth it 4 miie 2 cry..he ask miie 2 look 4 someone beta n start al over agn n nots clingin on him les..he is selfish,he onii tnk 4 himslf n nots miie..i don wn..iie wn bac de aaron wu first console miie at de staircase n ask miie 2 trust him..trust him tt he wont treat miie de same as jw der..bt y isit history is repeatin itslf agn..haiis..y mus iie live in a world of misery?y isit miie tt alwys suffer?iie don mind sacrifice 4 tis relationship bt watt iie wn is my happiness tt belongs to miie..iie don wn go go bac 2 yuan dian..iie wn de its him wu alwys sty by my sid..takin care of miie..console miie wen eu down..ancourage miie n gif miie support in those tings iie gort no confidence n lurbe miie as muchie as he first met miie..eu noe ltr at nits,iie called him n tok 2 him..n he told miie tt prob he bian xin les..de moment iie heard it,my heart cries in pain..n iie guess tessa..he remain silent..iie asked him 2 admit bas..iie long noe les cus iie show him savin her pic in his fone..noe hw hurtin it is?it so painful n lost..iie dono watt to sae tt tim jus cry silently n remain silent on de other sid of de line..tt tim,my gastric hurts n dono y suddenli my urine infection comes bac agn..y?y mus he change soo muchie?

[[aaron: prob eu cnt c my blog bt if eu gort de chance 2 c it.....iie jus wn 2 tel eu tis..aaron eu noe watt eu hae did 2 miie?eu cus my life in caos n misery nw..iie nvr blame eu cus iie understd al tis feelings cnt b control..haiis..bt eu noe hw painful my heart is wen iie hae 2 accept such relity?its de most worse n hurtful tings iie went thru..don lyk tis hao mars?don neglect miie animre les cn?im a human ars..iie stil rmber eu told miie tt iie lyk a small little ger wu nds someone 2 pamper n lurbe..n jus lyk a jelly tt cnt b hurt noe harm or it wil collaspe..haiis..bt y eu doin tis 2 miie nw?don eu noe iie wil b v disappointed n breakdown?eu told miie eu r tired n ask miie 2 let eu go 4 a tim bein n iie gave eu..bt watt eu return 2 miie?stp hurtin miie n treasure miie hao mars?eu dono hws painful it is los..as long as eu change,iie don mind watt eu sae..cus iie lurbe eu..its impossible 4 miie 2 forget euu euu noe?its so difficult n hard..treat miie nicely hao mars?don do such tings 2 miie les cn?iie beg eu cn?its so miserable..]]
wu noes hw painful al tis is?wu noes tt iie sacrifice lots?al iie wn is a simple lurbe life..tts al..iie wont ask 4 mor les..jus don treat miie so cold cn les..iie willin 2 do aniting 4 eu..jus don leave miie hao mars?iie relii cnt lose eu..im no longer de tupid ger wu smiles everydae..it no longer exist les..haiis..aaron....jus return miie him hao mars?iie promise iie wil guaii guaii n listen 2 eu les..haiis..my heart is relii painful..nth cn describe it le..don break it animre k?hao mars?n gif miie bac ur heart cn?onii iie insid it..no one else..cn?she nvr do aniting 4 eu b4 bt miie?iie did so much n my best jus 2 please eu..don lyk tis hao mars?haiis..

[[a ger wu lost trust in everytin]]
[[lost n misery insid her]]
[[painful heart nw]]
[[wn him oni]]
[[010405]]
[[dead]]

2006-09-28T22:12:00.000-07:00

[[a ger wu lost trust in everytin]]
[[lost n misery insid her]]
[[painful heart nw]]
[[wn him oni]]
[[010405]]
[[dead]]

2006-09-28T21:43:00.000-07:00

why eu broke my heart agn?its even mor painful tis tim..eu fall 4 other ger..n its tessa..whom iie long guess les..y?y eu lurbe someone wu nots even fwen wit eu n did nth 4 eu?tel someone tel miie y?watts wrng?cn eu return mie de aaron wu iie first noe..wu console miie wen iie broke up wit junwei tt tim n promise miie tt eu wont do de same timg 2 miie..bt y nw everyting is repeatin history..eu start 2 lyk another ger..its de 2nd tim eu hurted miie soo deep les..iie havenots even overcm my fear of xiaofern n nw comes another tessa..
[[aaron: iie noe eu wont get de chance 2 c my blog bt if eu did,let miie tel eu...im relii hurt tis tim..its so tririn livin in ur world..full of misery n fear..iie nvr tot tt eu wil do tis 2 miie..eu said tt im a ger wu cnt b hurt n harm bt y eu left miie in a corner nw?leavin miie wit those ugly sid of eu..those painful memories of us n nots ttc of miie,brin miie arund 2 c de beautiful world?y isit alwys miie wu cried soo hard,alwys waitin 4 eu 2 wipe my tears away..why eu doin tis 2 miie?why?]]
cn anybody help miie?im lost n helpless nw..wu actt noe watt im goin thru?my heart ish almost dead nw..iie don wn aniting bt him..a shoulder 4 miie 2 lie on wen im down..a warmth hug wen im lost in my lala land..n a bit mor of concern wen iie nd a listeninear..bt iie lost it 2 tessa nw..iie cnt do aniting bt alightin 4 mircles 2 happen..life is tearin down agn..its so hard to meal it bac les..v hard..onii he relii cahnge n treat miie bac lyk las tim..retrn miie bac aaron cn?iie don wn anyone..sooo don push miie 2 anione hao mars?iie onii wn eu..watt cn iie do 4 eu 2 return ur heart bac 2 miie totalli..onii miie in ur heart?
don treat miie so unfair hao mars?de moment ytd eu told miie tt eu lyk her abit n apologise to miie..my heart jus dies off..y isit miie?don do tis 2 miie hao mars?eu noe eu hurt miie lots les..stp tt cn?im lost..

[[cn eu lurbe miie bac?]

[[im v hurt by u]]

[[lost trust in eu]]
[[010405 no longer exist ]]

2006-09-23T23:19:00.000-07:00

oh ya...tt dae iie saw his fone gort tesa photo..iie broke off everyting wit him cus....haiis..wu noes im hurts..v huerts..bt lucky tt dae stil gort ter tok 2 miie n pei miie..he let miie cry everyting out..haiis..iie noe he treat miie well bt....sry..iie nw relii lost trust in aaron les..haiis..my heart was breakin tt tim..relii pain nohs..
[[heartbroken]]

2006-09-23T22:45:00.000-07:00

hmmm...v long nvr uodate blog les..haiis..cus was v bz..haiis..tis few daes r nots gd..keep quarrel wit ter..cus of him..iie oso don wn der..bt im jus tellin him de truth nia..haiis..im oso v tired ars..wu noes???HAIIS..iie jus hope thy wil understd miie los..iie don wn ppl mistaken miie n tinkk im a bad ger..
smtims iie jus feel lyk breakin down bt wu noes..tis few daes he keep coughin..den doc sae if continue stil lyk tis den nd go check his lung les..im v worried bt iie goert no one 2 tel..actt tot iie gort lots of ppl by my sid bt nw iie den realise actt no one understd miie..haiis..fuk my life lars..y isit soo messy???
ytd was my sista,nana bdae..nvr went 2 de bbq bt iie noe she mus hav enjoy urslf cus.....she finali meet her mrpiggy les..she sae he ish v nice al those..hope thy wil las nohs..al de best 2 eu..nana oso keep ask miie chose ter..its nots iie don wn bt iie don wn hurts him..haiis..[[ter:eu noe my reason de ars..iie jus hope eu wil understd miie los..eu r de onii one wu noe soo muchie les..don let miie feel lonely if eu oso force miie..hao mars?iie promise eu iie wil xin fu der..k?]]iie onii left ter les..wu noes n understd miie nia..others onii act as if thy noe everyting bt tts ish onii watt thy tink nia..
ter..iie noe eu wil b unhapi of my decisin n break down bt iie relii jus wen sae sry..iie wn my happines..n eu noe wu gave miie de happiness iie relii prefer..eu r nots a bad guy,instead compare eu n him,eu r bets bt iie stil chose wang zi cus iie lurbe him relii lots in de past n even nw..iie hav lost tt happiness n smile on miie 4 mths les..n nw theres a turnin bac..he willin 2 treat miie beta les..pls....let miie go hao mars?iie nd him..although it wil b unfair 2 eu bt iie hav try my best tt tim les..im tired les..don wn climb out of de hole les..don pull miie out les hao mars?iie jus wn stuck insid dere 4 as long as he stil treat miie well..im sry..iie drag eu into my life tt tim n leave eu in a corner nw..sry..relii sry..iie dono wat isit iie cn do 4 eu animre..bt stil keep in contact wit eu..[[sry terence]]

iie jus hopin nw tings wil change 4 beta..ter...iie did lurbe eu..even nw..bt iie chose him nots cus eu nots gd..bt iie nots use 2 bein wit eu..im use 2 him..iie noe it wil taks tim bt jus lyk fate decide k?eu cheer up hao mars?iie c eu lyk tis iie oso wont hapii ars..let miie leave happily hao mars?im sry..iie relii lurbe him..iie miss him lots too..du bu qi..iie swear b4 tt iie wil onii scrfice 4 him cus iie relii lurbe him n its til eternity..ie shldnt grag eu in der..sry..
[[lurbe eu eternity n alwys]]
[[010405 nw n alwys]]
[[iie lurbe his happiness]]
[[iie noe watt iie doin]]
[[let miie go k?]]
[[mis eu]]
[[*fan*]]

2006-09-16T02:36:00.000-07:00

haiis..todae ish a bad dae..iie quarrel wit him agn..iie relii dono watt ish happenin les..iie may b v hapii bt actt im tearin apart insid..iie told him iie givin up him les..bt surprisingly,he asked miie 2 sty..he ask miie 2 cool down first den he cal miie bac..haiis..bt iie told him nots 2 cal miie cuss iie might nots answer..he sae nbm..he wil cal til iie answer der..iie was v surprise n dono watt 2 do..
ltr iie go down meet daddy,ter,n bernice..tok 2 bernice too..dono whether she gort listen mars..jus hope she gort los..haiis..hope my daddy wil b hapi nw n treat her hao hao..same 2 bernice..
den wen at ter hse....iie broke down..iie cried..he v scare tt iie wil soft-hearted bt iie told him relii don hae..im bein hard nw..tts y iie wil cry..iie wn do it..haiis..iie oso cn sae im forcin myslf..iie relii dono lars..
iie jus cn sae my heart ish tearin nw..jus no one noe..tink todae iie wil drink n smoke lots bas..iie jus dono hw 2 accept everyting tt he is goin 2 disappear frm my life..iie relii dono..
[[heartbroken]]
[[lost]]

2006-09-15T04:05:00.000-07:00

hmmm..bac to post les..tis few daes iie fall sick les..gort him n ter cm tc of miie..heehaiis..bt iie oso v disappointed wit him los..he updated his friendster oso nvr tel miie..even worse..al is bout his fwens..gort nth bout miie..cn c tt wu ish mor impt 2 hiim les los..
haiis..whole wk nvr go sch les..its nots iie sick den ish late..haiis..let momy v disappointed los..du bu qi ars..hmmm...ytd he brought miie 2 c doc den after tt send miie hm..hee..even brouht my fav food wors..den he wei miie medi den patt miie 2 slp..hahas..v swt wors..iie tinkk he relii changin tis tim les..
bt wen at nits iie meet ter 2 tok,he v dulan les..haiis..iie oso don wn der mars..jus tt iie hav sth 2 mak it clear to ter mars..sry lars..my fault k?we had a big quarrel los..v v big..
oh ya..he oso gave miie a lighter ytd..v swt sia..oso v nice wors..hahas..mwcks..although he cnt c my blog bt its alrits jus wn thx him nohs..den ltr goin meet ter de gan ma for supper or watt bas..cus its her bf bdae...tmr oso goin celebrate wit dem..hahas..
tink nth 2 add on les bas..jus wn sae srt ter..iie keep on break ur promise..iie wil try k?bt iie dono whether iie wil do it mars..don force miie os watt les..iie noe watt iie doin cn les..k?mwcks..
[[lurvbe eu lots n 4eva]]
[[090706-12am]]
[[010405]]
[[v fan nw]]
[[mwcks]]

2006-09-12T02:49:00.000-07:00

hmmm...nth muchie 2 update..jus wn sae tt iie relii mis de past him nohs..mis him relii lots..alots ppl gif up hope on miie les..iie oso don wn der bt iie cnt help treat him well..
iie oso gort tok 2 my sista nwadaes les..iie hope wil stil tok 2 dem lyk nw lososo wish nana n him wil spark lars..hee..mwcks..
jus hope tt miie n him wil las..iie don mind everyting les..iie jus wn him..n iie wn 2 studii hard..wn pass v v gd..hee..iie wil wok hard 4 him der..
todae he oso buy miie a cigg box..iie lyk it lots..mwcks..thx wors..although we haven patch bt eu said its a anni present..iie was sooo hapii los..hmmm...nw eu sick les..mus tc of urslf k?iie v xin ting wors..iie wil tc of u too der..
[[lurbe eu lot hubii]]
[[010405]]
[[onii him]]
[[mwcks]]

2006-09-04T06:55:00.000-07:00

haiis..todae N les..don tinkk wil do well bas..cus paper 2 dam hard sia..sianx..den v cold oso..shiverin while doin los..
on fri..went 2 indonesia c ah ma..den buy lots of tings n cus lots of money nohs..bt its nots wasted lars..cus its for my ah ma thy al der..den went dere wear spaggetti..lots of "ti ko" keep .... v fuk up los..oso v sway los..jus step insid de ferrt den cm les..argh..haii my mood v moody los
ltr sun came bac liaos..oh ya..at dere oso try de indonesia yen..gort kick sia..hahas..ter oso came arrive miie..actt my momy wn help ter buy jack daniel der bt cnt ars..cus we went dre onii 1 dae..den nd 3 daes 2 nots..sianx..ter oso help miie buy *** sia..sooo great los..cus indonesia de *** v de short ars..den hate it..hee..he relii v pamper miie los..mwcks..lurbe eu lots wors..iie noe its v paiseh der bt yet eu stil buy..
den went 85 2 mum mum..eat til v full wors..shiok ars..hahas=p ltr fatt den no one wn miie wors..hee..
todae went hm myslf den go orh orh wait 4 tt guy 2 cal miie..he reach hm v late los..den bout 5 plus we go studii..he oso lyk no mood 2 studii los..c les v hartpain cus iie relii scare tt he wil nots get promoter..haiis..bt iie alrdy try my best les..haiis..after tt stil quarrel witt him..he jus walk off los..haiis..iie cnt do aniting les..iie alrdy gif him de best iie cn les..bt nw he stil lyk tis..iie cn onii wait bas..
oso dono watt happen 2 ter..studii til half way at 492 de bb court den he headpain..haiis..c him lyk tis iie even mor heartpain..den quickli send him hm nohs..let him rest first den iie studi los..jus hope daddy,aaron n ter cn get promoted los..iie relii dono watt 2 do les..no idea..hope theres someone teach miie hw 2 deal witt al tis..
iie oso v confuse nw..hope everyting wil change 4 bate bas..oso v scare 4 my tmr tupid ss..scare iie wil fail..no no.....iie mus pass o mani ppl wil b disappointed der..plus him..[[**iie mus studi hard n do my bes..mus promote 2 sec 5 n go poly..n wen iie go poly,eu wil wei les miie go 4 bike licsence n fetch miie hm after my sch everydae..**]]iie wil nots forget tis agreedment we made der..hope it wil happen in 1 yr tim..
hao bas..hae 2 end les..or iie no tim 2 studii les..buaiss...hope my wishes wil cm thru sooner..mwcks..gd luck 2 al ppl havin exam..tc n al de best..jia you..
[[lurb eu onii..n onii eu 4eva]]
[[090706-12am]]
[[010405]]
[[mwcks]]
[[oni eu]]

2006-08-30T23:13:00.000-07:00

hmmm..todae earlii in de mornin go mum wit ter n daddy les..hahas..n ter relii noe miie well sia..bought miie de breakfast iie wn..den after tt ter brought miie 2 his hse 2 rest n watch show cus he goin bac 2 his pri sch..den iie don wn soo he ask miie rest at his hse as im nots feelin well oso..hee..v carin hors?
den iie ply his comp nohs..n waitin 4 aaron 2 release frm sch nohs..he mornin oso nvr sms miie..den iie mis cal him lots of tim wors..hee..den ltr at nits prob goin beach if nvr rain nohs..cuss wn help nana n qz los..hope thy wil b ok by tonight n iie oso hope cn c aaron nohs..hmmm..gort mis him abit les..hahas=p
tt ter oso v long nvr update blog les..alwys iie mus sae him den he wil update der..lazy pig..nw ter gort a new mei mei liaos..wich ish nana..hahas..tinkk he v pamper his tt mei mei bas..hee..ytd oso tok lots 2 nana..den hope tings wil turn well todae lots..nth much 2 write les..wanna watch tfkc les..hee..buaiss=]
[[ lurbe him wholeheartedly ]]
[[hope he wil do it]]
[[010405]]
[[090706]]
[[mwcks]]
[[2 mths]]

2006-08-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

cm update blog les..hee..todae v fun sia..cus iie wn out wit ter whole dae..hmmm...we go watch"my super ex-galfwen"so ban taii sia..hahas..bt had alots of laughter los..hee..great show..after tt went 2 ply pool witt ter..hee..iie keep winnin sia den win 6 sticks of cigg..
oh ya...iie oso found my card holder les..hee..soo hapii..jus wnna thx de gal wu gave 2 de police..hee..she ish a great person sia..
hmmm...sooo hapii..todae oso gort meet my sista,nana..hahas..although iie cm find her ish cheer her up bt atleast iie gort meet her los..sooo mis her=p jus hope she n qz wil patch bac los..iie hope qz wil start 2 tink les..hmmm..iie gif dem my blessin los..iie cn onii wn dem patch nohs..k lars..end here les..buaiss..
[[lurbe eu lots n 1314]]
[[oni eu in my harts]]
[[010405]]
[[0900706]]
[[mwcks]]

2006-08-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

hmmm...v long nvr update les..hee..cus tis few daes v tired ars..al de tim outsid..erss....actt oso nth much 2 sae los..bt.....aaron n iie beta les..hmmm..he ask miie 2 gif him 2 mths 2 change til beta nohs..den after 2 mths if he tinks tt we r gettin along smoothli den prob we wil patch bac or watt bas..bt iie don wn 2 leave hubii los..iie gort lurbe him bt...haiis..iie dono hw 2 sae lars..jus hope he wil understd los..todae gort quarrel witt aaron cus his fwens cm disturbin miie los..v fuk up los..somrmore is aaron cal miie disturb der..moron..bt haiis...nbm lars..alrdy over les..oso scold him liaos..
nana n iie oso gettin beta ls bas..gort tok liaos..actt todae meetin her der bt al thx 2 hubii lars..hee=p [[don angrii ars]]hmmm...ytd oso saw han han n shirui thy al after my prelim .sooo hapii 2 c dem cus v long nvr c dem les..hee..thy stil as pretti as b4..mhahahas=p
oh ya...n on wed tt tim iie quareel wit aaron at de staircase..den wen iie cm down zhojie thy al wn go up his hse find him..thy ask mii for his hse bt iie don wn tel dem hweva thy stil found his hse..n mak alots of noise especially tt eugene[[rabbit]]..his daddy came out n look los..haiis..haii dao dem sia..feel soo guilty..du bu qi wors..n donno y his father camedown witt aaron wit a camera los..den hubii was smokin..den kana taken by his bastard father..chye bye him los..iie tok 2 his daddy lots..haiis..iie oso told him tt actt he pick up smokin les..n....his attitude los..he told miie he noe bt he ish waitin 4 him 2 admit nia..haiis..bt iie stil nvr tel him de incident los..iie relii don wn sabo him los..bt iie didnt noe its jus a act los..his daddy is jus a true bastard los..fuk him los..he sae he goin 2 teach my fwens a lesson n even scold dem idoits..iie jus wonder idoits is him os my fwens los..at least thy r responsible of watt their act los..nots lyk him nots a man of words..moron..v low class los..nbm,iie beliv his LORD wil punish him 4 such a low class lie..puaiii...he is jus as my iie expacted..luckily iie nvr beliv his words at first los..
ytd iie went funeral wit hubii..his winter de yeye pass away..haiiss..hope she wil b hapii n don tinkk too much nohs..my hubii hair oso kana cut..hahas.soo funni n cute los..k lars..stp here les..buaiss..
[[lurbe hubii oni n alwys]]
[[de 2mths promise]]
[[090706-12am]]
[[mwcks]]

2006-08-20T04:10:00.000-07:00

hmmm...update my blog les.hahas.tis few daes guo de hai hao los.hee.iie tis few daes keep goin hubii hse.watch de tkfc nohs.so nice wors.hahas.den watch dao don wn go hm.his momy oso treat miie v gd nohs.keep buy 4 miie to mum mum al those.soo swt wors.muhahas.hubii oso treat miie beta n beta les.more n more pamper wors.don wn leave him les.
aaron n iie oso gettin further les..he gort his fwens nw den hapi enuff les.iie oso no position 2 him los.n he relii change lots los..iie dono hw 2 sae bt jus feel tt he relii nots lyk de past les..haiis..iie jus hope 1 dae he cn wak up los.its nots iie nvr try 2 tok sense 2 him.its he jus wont listen except his fwens.iie cnt b compare 2 his fwens at al los.
haiis..iie oso v upset ytd cus nana n han han thy al nvr cal miie go sentose ytd 2 celebrate han han bdae..haiis..iie feel tt im no longer sista 2 dem los..den y thy stil lie 2 miie.4get it.iie nots anione 2 comment bout it.jus wn wish han han hapi 16 bdae los.iie gort nth 2 sae les..
lastly jus wn hope my daddy wil quickly recover nohs.todae went 2 c him..haiiss.nbm..nth 2 sae les.hope tings wil b beta los..buais..
[[lurbve hubii terence 4eva]]
[[wil forget him asap der]]
[[090706-12aM]]
[[oni him]]
[[mwcks]]

2006-08-17T05:34:00.000-07:00

todae went 2 hosp c daddy agn..he todae oso discharge les..sooo hapii tt he ish much betta los..hubii came outsid my sch 2 meet miie den brin miie to find daddy..oso meet zhi jie thy al..den zhi jie n eugene(rabbit) oso follow us c..hee..lots of ppl go c daddy todae n ytd wors..den at hosp,we saw shilin thy al wors..bernice oso gort cm todae den iie was wonderin..........haiis..nbm..
den zhi jie n iie tok lots bout junwei thy al sia..haiis..bt hubii most prob gonne chap los..iie don wn him to chap bt its after all his own freedom nohs..iie cant do aniting..jus hope he wil go timk clearly bout it los..
aaron todae v tired..oso dono y..haiis..c him nots studim al those iie gort bit heartpain los..bt iie cnt do aniting..iie ask him 2 studii al those les bt he jus wont listen..iie oso dono watt 2 do liaos..iie tried my best les..jus hopin tt he cn pass thru everyting los..he nwadaes oso treat miie bets les..jus hope his attutide wil las los..don wn him change bac les..hope he cn oso quit smokin los..iie jus don lyk him smoke..bt iie tried 2 ask him quit les,he jus sae c first los..haiis..iie did watt iie cn les..
hubii oso treat miie v well wors..hee..relii lurbin him more everydae les..he oso v teng miie sia..relii treat miie lyk bao..hahas..sooo fortunate tt iie gort him..hope iie wil relii las wit him los..don wn lose someone sooo precious 2 miie les..although he might b v plyful bt he is relii a mature boi nohs..who noe hows 2 tc of someone der..somehow 2 perfect ars..hee=]hmmm...oso wn let him tt iie wont leave him der..don worii los..iie jus nd tim nia..n no one cn defeat him der los..cus he relii a wonderful boi boi..hahas..
lastly....jus hope tt daddy n hubii wil quit smokin nohs..c dem alwys smoke iie v heartpain los..haiiss.their parents oso v worried..nbm,another 2 mths thy hae 2 quit les.hahas..den no mor cigg in their life liaos..muhahas.soo kelian..
[[dOn wOri..iiE wOnt lEavE Eu dEr]]
[[oNi lUrbE hUbii 4eVa...]]
[[090706-12aM]]
[[mWcKs]]

2006-08-16T06:35:00.000-07:00

tis few daes v bz..oso v sad los..haiis..cuss my daddy fell down den went hosp..actt tt dae iie suppose 2 go bai my father der bt dono y my daddy lyk tis..haiis..hubii tel miie tt daddy was actt makin him hapii..etcetc:ply c.s..act monkey..al those..haiis..den b4 tt my gastric v pain los cus iie tak 20 panadols..haiis..iie oso dono watt happen 2 miie tt nits..juss wn break down on tt dae nia..iie relii wn him bac der bt eva since he change iie alrdy gif up abit les..plus iie relii don bear 2 gif up him los..iie dono y everybody tinkks tt iie nvr try bt actt iie did try..bt alwys fail..n he alwys gif miie hope,tts y iie wil softhearted..iie relii gort try les..
wen c my daddy lyk tis iie relii v heart pain los..frm a active boi boi to someone so "zi bi".he look so weak los..haiis..iie jus hope he wil quickly recover sooo cn go out ply witt him les..hee=P..bt my daddy relii pamper miie wors..even he at hosp lyin,he stil care 4 miie al those los..don wn miie hungry,scare iie gastric pain pain..n don wn miie smoke too much al those..v hao hors?soo xin fu 2 gort him as my daddy sia..hao xin fu wors..
tis few daes miie n aaron oso doin beta les..he treat miie beta les..haiis..although stil gort quarrel bt he promise miie 2 change les..haiis..iie wil wait 4 him 2 change bac der..bt 2 mths onii bas..haiis..hw iie wish iie wil gort al de tim in 2 world to lurbe him n b witt him..bt iie dono lars..iie cn onii hope bas..
iie oso wn tel my hubii tt im nots goin 2 let him down der..wateva iie hae promise him,iie wil keep de..bt iie relii nd tim los..its nots sae forget den cn forget der..hubii...eu wil gif miie tim rits?[[hubii:jus wnna thx eu los..alwys dere 4 miie..takin care of miie..prevent miie frm bein hurtx n alwys protect miie..iie oso enjoy our 1 mth wors..its sooo wonderful sia..hee..thx sooo mush..iie dono watt 2 sae watt onii wn let eu noe tt iie appreaciate wateca eu did 4 miie los..iie noe eu try al ways 2 protect miie frm bein hurt n alwys mak miie hapii wen im down..hmmm...juss wait hao mars?iie wil prove 2 eu der..cn?my lurbe 4 eu ish gettin deeper les..relii..jus gif us smtim n it wil surely even deeper..]]
[[luRbE hUbii alWys n 4EvA]]
[[aL iiE nD iSh tiM niA]]
[[090706-12aM..]]
[[mY 1 n oNii]]
[[mWckS=*]]

2006-08-12T03:19:00.000-07:00

long tim nvr update blog les..cus v bz tis few daes..manii tings happen oso..wich mak miie break wn down les..haiis..on my anni wit hubii terence,we went cine 2 watch movie..watch"tokyo fast"wors..so nice sia..hahas..den those car oso v nice sia..hw iie wish iie wil hae those car nohs..hee=p[[hubi:iie relii enjoy our anni lots wors..its sooo fun..sry hubii,tt dae iie keep usin ur money..haiss..iie sooo bad nohs..everting eu pao der..]]hmmm...den while waitin 4 our show,we saw his sun niu(3 ger ger)..den hubii sit down tok 2 dem while iie go toilet..den insid toilet iie saw long zhen wors..so hapii sia..iie lyk long tim nvr c her les..hee=]afterall its a great dae los..thx hubii..mwcks..4 givim miie such a memorable dae..dere wil lots more 2 cm hors?
tis few daes oso wei les aaron cus lots of my family ppl v disappointed witt him n miie los..thy disappointed wit miie cus iie pick up smokin n gif up my studies..iie oso don wn lyk tis der..haiis..iie relii wn us 2 b bac lyk las tim bt iie jus dono y no matter hw hard iie try,iie seems 2 get even further frm him..haiis..juss lyk ytd iie meet him..iie didnt expect tings would bcm lyk tis der..haiiss..du bu qi di er..iie gort help eu lers bt tts al iie cn help los..hmmm...n iie relii dono chi jie thy al der..iie relii hope he wil beliv miie nohs..iie relii don wn break contact wit him..haiis..iie admitt iie stil cant forget him los..my relatives thy al oso v sad cus aaron lyk tis..thy didnt noe he wil treat miie so differ nw les..haiis..iie relii dono lars..
tis few oso v seldom tok 2 nana thy al lers..thy oso lyk don care miie lers..haiss..everyting is nots rits lers..haiis..iie stil wn dem as my sista bt thy lyk ... haiss..iie oso cnt do aniting ars..iie juss hope tings wil change for beta nohs..haiiss..iie hope thy wil stil tok 2 miie n care 4 miie lyk de past los..hope after exam we cn close bac los..
lastly b4 iie end my blog..hmmm...jus wn sae tt iie nw relii v xin ku..iie relii wn him bac bt iie dono watt 2 do les..iie cnt disappoint dem les..iie hae 2 keep my promise..iei hope someone wil gif miie strength nohs..iie oso hope my sista wil alys b dere 4 miie..haiis..iie oso hope everyting wil go smoo0thly lers..haiiss..if nots iie relii gonna break down les..bt thx tt iie stil gort my daddy n hubii dere 4 miie wors..oh ya..hubii mommy jud nw tok 2 miie wors..iie v scare sia..hee=p bt she seems nice 2 miie tis tim lex..soooo happii..iie hope tings wil change 4 bta n hubii n iie wil last long long..lurbe my daddy n hubii lots..n my sista..mwcks..
[[lurBe tErencE huBii 4eVa]]
[[090706-12aM]]
[[oNi hiM nW]]
[[mWcKs]]

2006-08-05T23:14:00.000-07:00

todae at my hubii hse update my todae's entries der..hee..first tim wors..bt its de 2nd to cm his hse lers..den he keep bulli miie sia..sob sob..ytd nits went fisherman wit hubii thy al..hubii drink agnn..haiis..iie oso quarrel wit daddy..cus he lie 2 miie n im veri angri..ytd cn sae is a veri sway dae los..at pasir ris inter,we al kana screen by police los..fuk lars..oso nvr do aniting..den de police verii xia lan los..fuk him lars...den hubii fone dono y spoilt sia..his ez link oso..haiis...ytd oso nvr sms aaron much,onii a few nia..haiis..he sae he verii hapii wit his life nw lers..n don nd miie animre..hao bas....
todae pei hubii thy al ply bb in de mornin..actt cnt wak up der..hee..bt after c hubii miss cal den faster go pong pong liaos..hee=]ltr iie bluff hubii iie slpin bt actt alrdy on my way 2 c him lers..hee..den wen he saw miie he lyk verii surprise wors..hee=P[[hubii:its a surprise 4 eu..hope eu wont b angrii tt iie bluff eu wors..]]after go mum mum wit dem oso los..half way eatin,dono y my stomach veri umcomfortable..gastric oso veri pain nohs..den immediately mood swing lers..bt lucky gort hubii cheer miie up..hee..
tis few daes oso keep quarrelin witt my momy..she lyk sooo unreasonable lers..haiss..tok 2 her,she wil juss keep sayin everyting ish my fault al those den iie wil juss scold her bac los..nowadays,iie juss don lyk go hm los..its lyk nots my hse lyk tt..everydae gort scoided los..arghhh...bt she is my momy..iie gort no choice..after al she oso care 4 miie mars..
nana n iie oso seems 2 hae a distance lers..iie oso dono watt happen..haiis..thy go out oso nvr cal miie along lers..haiis..nbm bas..prob iie do sth wrng nohs..bt nw iie juss hope nana n qz wil last long long los..cuss cn c tt qz lurbe her lots..actt qz wil disappointed witt his hair n scare nana would mind..juss feel tt......nbm..n my daddy stil tinkin bout her los..if nots she wont b de reason he buy tt lousy phone lers..haiis..jus hope my daddy wil b happier n cn forget her asap los..iie wil pei him der=]n iie wil keep my promise der..hahas..hao bas..stp here liaos..nth 2 sae lers..hee..
[[oNii hUbii tErEncE iN mY miNd]]
[[iiE wiL 4gEt hiM dEr]]
[[090706-12aM]]
[[oNi hiM]]

2006-08-05T02:03:00.000-07:00

tis few daes ish relii upset los..bt im goin 2 gif up my relationship wit aaron lers..my family al verii disappointed wit miie lers..ytd nits,wenya jie jie cal miie n scold miie nohs..haiss..iie relii mak her damn disappointed..she sae iie change lots lers..iie even don dare 2 go sch cus.....haiis..iie wont lers..im gonna face it liaos..no pt keep findin frm reality liaos..cuss iie noe no matter watt happen iie gort hubii terence n lao pa witt miie..thy ytd cus of miie lyk tis drink n smoke lots sia..iie ytd oso smoke lots..2 pack of cigg finish within 2 hrs nohs..ytd iie oso vomite cus my gastric..plus iie drink los..hmmm....den wen iie vomite,iie immediately cal hubii..he was inside cab liaos bt ran down n go my hse dere c miie..ltr he oso vomite..iie verii heartpain nohs..bt don worii k?iie wil change 2 las tim de miie lers..iie wont disappointed my lao pa n hubii lers..k lars..stp here liaos..nd go out lers..oh ya...lastly......im so fortunate 2 hae my hubii n lao pa nw lers..bye..
[[090706]]-12aM
[[lurbe hubii 4eva,my 1 n onii]]
[[mwcks]]

2006-08-01T05:21:00.001-07:00

todae is de dae cn is alwys in my memories..iie mis him lots..iie verii long nvr c him lers..2 wks 2 daes nvr go sch lers..haiis..iie dono y im so weak..iie wn miie 2 b strong bt iie juss cnt..iie dono y iie so useless..keep makin those ppl wu care 4 miie worried..y am iie soo useless..sry hubii n lao pa..iie mak eu al worried lers,iie noe juss nw eu gort a hard tim makin miie smile..dui bu qi..iie wil try my best to cheer up n forget everyting der..iie lyk cus lots of trouble 4 eu al lers..iie oso dono watts happen between my sista n iie..we lyk hav a gap lers..iie jus hope we wil b lyk las tim..iie smoke lots todae wors..haiis..
bt iie verii lucky,iie gort hubii alwys pei miie..although iie cnt keep my promise nw bt iie wil try my best der..todae went 2 watch movie wit hubii..tt tupid hubii dono watts de stori bout n even sae wn 2 slp..is he tupid nt de show tupid los..gort moral de los..den he todae keep bulli miie sia..keep torture miie..bad guy..don wn him lers..muhahahs=P my tupid lao pa oso keep disturdin miie..another tupid..hahas..hao bas..stp here lers..
[[090706]]
[[oNii mY huBii]]
[[yonG yuAn ai Ni]]

2006-07-31T04:02:00.000-07:00

verii long nvr update blog liaos.. hee..cus verii bz nohs..tis few daes veri bz los..haiis..oso lots of tings happen..lyk todae,iie juss don hae de courage 2 go sch n c him..he is lyk force 2 b wit miie los..bt iie relii hope tt tings wont b so bad los..haiis..jus wn him 2 hapii nw..we stil gort everydae sms bt we lyk totali stranger lers..
hmmm..iie oso gain my lao pa wors..wich is jj..hahas..so hapi sia..he verii tc of miie n teng miie nohs..so hapii 2 gort him as my lao pa..bt to miie he onii is my lao pa nia.. ytd quarrel wit hubii cus of lao pa..haiis..juss wn sae tt lao pa oso nt feelin gd mars..nbm..aniting blame miie bas..iie juss feel tt nt his wrng los..don sae lers bas..ytd buy lots of clothes wors..verii hapii shoppin..hee..al nana n hanhan chose der..haiis..bt iie tinkk miie n nana no longer lyk las tim lers..iie cant do aniting lers cus iie alrdy treat her de best iie cn liaos..iie oso tel nana,hanhan n qz de top mi mi of mine lers..iie juss hope thy cn keep thier promise nohs..n hope hubii n lao pa wil relax los..iie juss hope thy cn leave him lyk tt bas..iie nw juss wn sae to hubii tt iie wil lurbe him wholeheartedly los..n treat him my best nohs..don sae lers lars..iie juss noe nw iie confirm gort hubii n lao pa by my side nohs..im nots worii 2 b alone lers..zzz..
hmmm...hubii nwadaes treat miie damn gd los..everydae wil cm find miie der..bt....................he lyk broke lers,everytim spend on miie..lyk ytd los..haiss...iie ytd cn smell sour frm him los..relii veri hiong los..hmmmm....iie cn feel it bt iie juss don wn c *him alone..hubii eu noe wu iie referin hors?hao lars...iie stp here lers..my head lyk rollercoaster lyk tt..spinnin lyk watt los..haiss..
[[090706]]-12aM
[[oNi mY hUbii tErEnCe,nO othEr ppL]]-so don worii k?
[[mwCkS]]

2006-07-24T06:08:00.000-07:00

todae ish a damn bad dae..haiis..todae nvr go sch agn..iie relii don wn go schol los..veri sick n tired of dem lers..iie juss hope iie cn transfer 2 nana sch los..wit dem iie don nd worii a single ting los..cus iie noe thy wil alwys sty by my side der..no matter watt happen..rits?hahas..cus nw iie gort my sista n hubii den my life gort meanin los..relii..hmmm...aaron don trust miie lers..iie alrdy did al my best 2 hold tt relationship liaos..bt nw...it stil nw no use los..if tt tim eu nvr leave miie,we wil stil b hapii n lyk las tim de..y?iie trusted eu agn n agn,no matter watt happen iie alwys stil chose 2 beliv n trust eu bt y nots eu?n tt tim iie nvr did aniting los..suan lers..tt's al iie cn sae nw..since we nw fwens mor hapii n eu gort bac ur bro den hao bas..lets leave it lyk tis hao lers..
aniwae iie gort hubii lers..todae iie veri touch by hubii..he mak miie lurbe him mor n mor..he don mind my backgrounds or watt las tim..he juss wn miie..n onii miie..he sae he relii nds miie in my life..n iie noe iie wont mak him disappointed cus iie simply juss wn sty by his side n pei him 4eva..walk every path witt him..hold his hand til iie leave tis world..hee=]veri mushy hors???bt iis de truth los..hahas..eu wn miie de rits?mwck..[[hubii terence:iie relii lurbe eu..wateva iie sae juss nw is al fake der..iie is lurbe eu der bt...eu noe de ars..hweva its ok nw lers..iie wil keep my promise der k?don worii..iie wil 4get him totali der..beliv miie hao mars?]]k lars.. stp here 4 todae nohs..bt b4 endin todae entries..iie wn tel my nana sista tt iie relii hope iie cn b sista wit her end de end of world..she is de best sista iie eva met worss..same 2 hanhan,shirui..hee..iie don lose anyone of eu lers..my life gort eu al,its enuff lers..eu al wn miie de rits?[[referin 2 nana..hanhan..shirui..jj..qz..n most imptly ish my hubii terence..plus my momy lars]]
[[luRbE eU huBii tErEnce]]
[[mwckS]]
[[eU r mY one n oNi]]
[[090706]]-12aM

2006-07-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

hmmm...todae went wok..super sianx sia=[verii tired wors..den while wokin huBii was lookin at miie nohs..so strange..hmmm..bt iie tinkk he veri sianx lars..hee..den he wok off nohs..dono go wer..hee=]ltr iie ask my manger to release miie earlier cus tmr gort sch den she ask miie 2 help her tmr cus her boss comin mars..den iie agree cus iie wn quickly c my hubii den spend tim wit him..bt bout 5 plus iie saw hubii,shirui,n hanhan..iie was veri shock los..iie tot he went to tuition bt didnt noe he wit dem..den iie was tinkin y he nvr tel miie sia..haiss..verii disappointed los..
ltr iie saw him ply wit her til veri watt los..haiss..disturb her til she walk off los..fuk up los..al he sae de is fake der..iie don wn beliv him liaoss..haiss..iie realii hope he wont lyk her los..iie veri veri worried..iie relii scare he fall 4 her..haiss..iie dono lars..
haiss..ltr iie keep don wn tok bt he keep tok 2 miie..sooo touch nohs..he nvr gif up der..den iie suddenli feel tt iie veri bad los..haiss..bt iie relii verii angri ars..haiss..its nt de first tim lyk tt liaos..wn hong oso don hong in front of miie ars..haiss..
bt after tt stil ok lers..hmmmm...den at nana hse dere..we ply til veri cool wors..sweat til.........nana thy oso ply til veri engrose los..muhahas..veri hapii n fun nohs..he relii veri strong sia..so you li wors..hahs..ltr we force nana n qz LC wors bt we hae to do it first..so PS los..haiss..bt hubii veri zi dong wors,he hug miie den.....hahas..nana n qz oso LC sia..so swt wors..their first tim lex..den her whole face red til lyk baboon butt lex..hee=P
we ply til veri hapii wors..hmmm...iie jus wn tel my hubii tis..[[hubii:iie relii hope eu wont fall 4 her los,u noe its nt impossible der bt ish 2 c whether u wn der mars..rits???bt iie relii don wn lose eu los..eu my life lers,iie don wn mei you ni..haiss..iie use 2 hae eu in my life lers..iie don wn eu lyk him..treat miie sooo nasty nw..haiss..iie relii verii scare los..nbm,iie noe eu would gif miie de confidence in eu de rits???hahs..]]
[[lurBe eU hUbii]]
[[090706]]
[[mwcks]]

2006-07-22T22:18:00.000-07:00

boooo..ytd was a beri beri beri fun dae..hahs..iie tinkk 4 sooo long,iie nvr ply sooo hard liaos..hmmm..let miie describe tt fun dae bas..........
ytd afternoon iie went 2 meet momy 4 lunch at TM..eat til veri full sia..ltr go meet hanhan at NTUC..hanhan n iie wear til veri similar los..den ltr went 2 arcade meet jj n hubii..he wore de shirt iie bought 4 him tt tim at bugis der..hmmm...he wear lers quite nice wors..bt dono y de collar seems veri big lyk tt..dots..n dono y hubii tinks de shirt veri big bt actt its jus nice los..hee..mayb he lyk to wear tight fit de shirt lers bas..hmmm....bout 3 sth,we at TM de mac wait 4 nana n his dear(qz) to cm..wen saw nana,as if we saw *pao jing tian* lyk tt sia..so black cus of.......hee=P cnt sae..bleah..den han han n iie tak a hard tim 2 cheer tt gal up los..ltr we tak MRT to lavender ply pool..iie show de aunty hubii den she gif lots of comments wors..hahas..we ply til veri hapi dia..hae lots of fun wors..hee..[[iie oso keep winnin hubii sia]]muhahas..
after tt we tak cab 2 WS to mum mum..den we lyk racin cabby lyk tt wors..we keep ask de taxi driver 2 faster n nots 2 let dem overtak us..hweva,we stil reach ltr den dem cus uncle go wrng way..sob sob..nbm lars..its soo fun afterall..ltr we eat mac..we order lots wors..relii lots sia..de fries lyk mountain lyk tt wors..eat hao lers..we go tak bus 2 pasir ris park..hee..on de way dere,hubii tok 2 miie lots..n keep disturb miie wors..so hapi..he relii treat miie veri nice los..iie relii wn treasure him liaos..
ltr wen reach dere..we wanted 2 sit at de stone wer hubii first drunk de bt tooo bad..gort lots of ppl..den we walk 2 other side der..while walkin,han han veri kelian cus we keep push her to........cnt sae too much ars..hee..`
at e stone we tok alottx..we also play alot den those three guys take off their shirts n jump into e sea water..cn sae ishh like tat bahs..hee..hmmm...thy seems to b veri hapi los..ltr nana keep fan us tt she wn go ply..den we gt no choice den we two go play wit her..notti her..haha..den we went to play wit sea water a bit nehs..onli wet our legs..den nana de dear dear v notti..he splash water att us..make me n hanhan veri wet..den i v angri n shouted at him..sorri wors..den they all do pumpin in e sea water..so cutex..=] ltr hanhan don wan play le den we pei her go up e stone sit n to dry up..den while we sittin on e stone..nana take shirt n smell..see whether gt smelly mahs..den hanhan take jj shirt n smell..me also too..hehe..bt all like nt smelly leiiss..den i go use my perfume n make their shirt smell veri veri nice..gt ger ger smell sia..hahax..
ltr den try hubbi shirt on me..hehex..kan big..cnt even see my skirt..bt veri veri short..hahas..den we three sista keep talkin abt our future n i tell nana tat [[nana: i will b sista wit euu until at nite will have sun rise]] [[hanhan: i will b wit her until there ishh no more stars in e sky]] den we agree to b sistas forever..veri veri sweet..hehex..n i will treasure dem de..ltr we goin hm tat time.hubbi keep wann to hug me cos he wann to make me wet also..veri bad hor..bt nbm lahs..aiyah.. den ltr we take cab go home liaos..veri tired wors..bt still enjoy my dae alot alot alotx..n ytd i tok to hubbi until v late..tokin about his chalet things..k bahs..stop here liaos..n hubii..iie wil treasure eu der..wil guaii guaii b ur mrs.low der=]veri ting hua..hee..
[[lueBe eU huBii]]
[[mwCks]]
[[wiL oNi luRbe eU whOLehEartEdLy]]

2006-07-21T01:52:00.000-07:00

hmmm...tis whole wk nvr go schol cus iie havin fever.haiss.den realii no strength 2 wok al those los.hmmm...bt luckily stil gort hubii tc of miie.hee=]*mwcks.[[wei wo medii n c miie slp]]muhahas..iie suddenli feel tt iie veri xin fu wors,gort him by my side..
hmmmm...iie mak him sooo hart pain sia cry sooo hard tt dae..hiass..bt realii cnt help der ars..dui bu qi wors..iie jus use 2 hae him by my side tis few yrs lers..iie jus don wn eu 2 tink sooo much lers..n most imptly..iie nvr two-tim eu los..beliv miie hao mars?[[iie realii hate tt bastard wu sae iietwo-tim der..wil nvr tok 2 him animre..hmmmm...gort my hubii n sista is enuff liaos=P]]
ltr iie goin ply wit dem probabli OCH bas..realii wn go dere c c nohs..hahs..nana oso haven reali recover frm her cough..worried 4 her sia..she ars!!!dono hw 2 tc of herslf der..luckily gortt she gort a verii gd dear(Qz) to tc of her if nots.........aiyoyoyo..hahs..as 4 hanhan..she stil nd tim 2 forget tt guy..bt iie tinkk nots verii long..she wil b wit JJ liaos..n iie tinkk she wil b veri xin fu too der..hahs..cus tt blackyy veri emotional derr..as 4 miie..hahs..iie wil continue b wit my hubii n sty xin fu yong yuan..muhahas..oh ya..todae hanhan..nana..n iie wear same shirt sia..so damn.....hahs..
lastly..iie wn tel my hubii tt *iie lurbe eu n realii hapi 2 hae eu in my life 2 tc of miie..iie noe takin carin cn b veri tired bt eu wont leave miie de hors?*
[[lUrBe eU hUbii]]
^mwCkS^

2006-07-19T04:01:00.000-07:00

hiass..tis few daes happen lots of tingss..especiali ish ytd los..haiss..aaron saw my blog liaos..den he veri upset los.im sry..bt iie hope everyone shld noe bout tis los..[[wen iie stead wit terence tt tim,iie alrdy break wit aaron liaos,beliv or nots its al of eu al prob liaos..as long as aaron would beliv den its gd enuff liaos..n iie NVR TWO-TIM AARON los..so pls stp de gossipin los..]]nw iie oni hope both party would b hapi cn lers..watt iie cn sae ish im sry..u noe watts my reason de rits???iie promise iie wont disappoin eu lers.iie wil tel eu everyting iie do n b ur guai guai de dear dear der.ok?pls beliv miie cn?gif miie sometim hao mars?
ytd iie cried veri veri hard at de playground..hanhan pei miie n tok 2 miie at dere til 9 sth..nana oso veri worried 4 miie..she keep callin n sms miie ask miie watt happen al those..im sooo touch wors..thy reali treat miie veri well los..iie promise iie wont neglect dem der..*promise*hmmm...dis 2 daes he oso sick lers..iie hope he would recover fast fast n he cn go out ply n bulli ppl liaos=P
iie todae oso sick til iie wn faint durin my chinese oral wors..iie tink iie wil fail cus iie veri xin ku den nvr tok much..after tt aaron send miie hm..tok 2 miie alot alot alot..iie sooo hapi tt he stil beliv miie..ytd wateva he sae ish al bullshit der..so glad..k lars stp here lers..iie veri bu shu fu lers..bye bye..
[[luRbE hiM oNi]]
*mwCkS*

[[o1o4o4]]

2006-07-16T05:44:00.000-07:00

todae jia jun n hubii drink agn..haiss..cus someone hurtxz jia jun til veri deep..haiss..my sista,nana oso veri moody..dono watt happen 2 her los..han han n iie veri worried 4 her los..haiss..
[[nana..iie stil treat eu as my sista ars..no matter watt happen,iie promise iie wil sty by ur side n der..don worried k?weneva gort sth happens,eu wil c miie der..bu yao sian wo fan wors..]]
iie almost whole dae at Qz hse los..b4 tt pei jia jun n hubii ply bb awhile nia cus court gort alot ppl liaos..hee..partiali oso cus hubii no *li to ply ler..c lars..smoke smmre lars..=P
hmmm...aaron oso nvr sms or cal miie todae..iie realii wonder isit tt easy 2 forget bout miie mars??we sooo long lers bt yet he stil cn giff miie up sooo easily..he said ytd,he don trust miie..iie was lyk fukin angri los..haiss..iie realii use to those daes wen he alwys cm 2 my hse..ply..tok..slp al those..iie simply jus use 2 him takin care of miie lers..iie noe he wont cm bac 2 miie lers bt iie jus dono y weneva iie alone,iie wil jus tink of him..haiss..cn my life b mor simlper?am iie soo lousy til iie cant liu him by my side??tt's nt watt iie wn der..iie stil rmber he said he would pei miie celebrate every yr der bdae even no one wn 2 celbrat wit miie bt nw stil cn mars?iie wonder does he stil lurbe miie nw?haiss..iie realii dono lers..im totalli lost liaos..iie feel lyk givin up everyting..haiss..
im sry to terence..iie cnt help it der..dui bu qi..iie realii mis those daes wen iie wit him..iie realii nd tim 2 forget everyting bt iie dono hw long..im sry..

watts happenin to everyone???

2006-07-16T01:33:00.000-07:00

hmmm...ytd nits went OCH wit jia jum..han han..Qz n hubii terence wors..den i veri scare wors..is veri veri veri scare..iie hold hubii's hands till veri tight..han han oso hold jia jun arm til veri tight..til jia jun keep complainin wors..hahs..den wen we at second floor,iie suddenly turn 2 a cubical n saw sth iie shld nt c..haiss..iie ltr grab hubii hands til veri veri tight..after tt iie nvr dare 2 turn arund lers..iie oni dare 2 look at der floor nia..lucky gort him wors,or iie wil b scare lyk siao lers..
wen cm out tt tim,thy al noe i veri strange..den hubii ask miie whether isit de signal iie gave aaron las tim??iie said no cus iie don wn him 2 worried..bt in de end he stil noe..haiss..we went changi village eat ltr..eat til veri full wors..hee=]my hao hubii treat miie der..so gd hors??bt after tt den no gd liaos..aaron cal miie scold miie..iie quarrel wit him til veri badly los..ltr iie smoke lots..hubii pei miie 2 changi beach 2 tok tok wors..we tok alot alot alot wors..
[[we promise each other tt we wil b together 4eva n he wn reali serious of takin care of miie lers..he told miie tt im de first gal gal he reali fall 4 n wn b wit miie nohs..iie veri touch wors..hee hee..hongster wil oso lurbe a gal gal til lyk tis der..so miracle sia..]]
ltr iie went hm bout 1 lyk tt..he send miie hm nohs..bt wen reach hm iie get scolded by momy til veri jia lat.luncky stil gort he consloe miie wors..n iie tink de whole nits lers..iie reali wn giff up aaron lers..iie don wn lurbe him nor tink of him lers..veri tired lers..nw iie jus wn 2 lurbe terence wholeheartedly nia.iie reali wn b wit him til iie lao wors..muhahas=]k lars..end here lers.bye bye..

tiRin dAe=[

2006-07-15T02:41:00.000-07:00

boOo..todae veri tired wors..cus todae gort 2 wok..gort der NSRS test sia..hee..hope iie wil pass lex..hahs..mornin iie overslept den wak up late,den went wok late..in de end i get scolded by cheryl wors..went dere tt tim saw tt tupid hubii n his fwens..[[jia jun n 1 mor guy..dono wu lars]]bt after iie bz finish,iie nvr saw dem liaos..thy went QZ hse lers..sob sob..
while i was wokin half..iie saw hanhan n holy wors..she wait 4 miie 2 finish wok sia..so swt hors?hee..wen i was havin oral test wit de examier..iie veri nervous sia,nervous til iie goin cry liaos..muhahahs..whole dae nvr eat til i finish exam nohs..gastric veri piain jus nw..
den went QZ hse find hubii..he keep bulli hanhan wors..[[use pillow n hit her]]den hanhan lyk veri irritated lyk tt..after tt goin meet nana..shirui..n shervone 4 dinner nohs..yum yumm..finalli cn hae a proper meal liaos..
*iie oso veri heartpain wors..cus nana sick agn..haiiss..dono watt she eat agnn..confirm nvr tak medi der..sadded..hope nana cn recover fast fast den cn go out wit her ply liaos..*
aaron todae oso went to batam cus of his church..haiss..he nw lyk veri interested in his church tings nia..dono him lars..k lars..stp here liaos..bye bye..
[-hubii terence..don smoke too much lers lars..i reali don lyk c eu smoke soooo much lors...-]

2006-07-14T03:55:00.000-07:00

hmmm..todae pong ten schol agn cus mornin wak up vomite lers..dono y oso..hee..ltr wen slpin half way den gort lighting wors..scare dao miie sia..den cnt slp lers..hahs..cal hubii immeiately,didnt noe he..qz..jia jun under my blk liaos..[[he alwys suddenly appear at my hse dere der]]..thyy came up my hse rest awhile nohs..while restin hubi saw de sms aaron send miie askin me 4 patch den his whole face change..he immediately wn go smoke lers..bt i don allow..den i ask jia jun 2 tok 2 him..haiss..thyy tok 4 verii long wors..after tt hubii came out,i saw his eyes red red der..c lers veri xin tong wors..bt after tt ok lers lars..hee..
den go pass SOCKS to nana at her hse..ltr send her go schol 4 oral..oso wait 4 her finish den go tm walk walk n mum mum awhile den go her hse agn..hee..tis few daes hubii keep sendin miie hm by JIA JUN"S BIKE sia..so swt..
hmmm...iie hope my hubii wil b mor hapi wit miie n don wori tt iie wil leave him nohs..cus iie wont der..as he ish slowly comin inside my heart lers..mwcks=]

2006-07-14T03:25:00.000-07:00

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